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2005-07-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

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2005-07-27T20:14:00.000+08:00

what should i say about today. there's a test on village by the sea this friday and im so not worried about it which means there's something seriously wrong. i studied like so hard for the last literature test aka the good earth test. and this time it seems as if i havent started much on anything at all. gahh bahh bahh. but i like literature (: it's one of my best subjects, i can safely say (:

it was erm well fun going home today ? racho`angeline`woong`me ! erm we only started playing this stupid game after woong left and it was really funny :D no one in the bus looked at us though, which is good (: and during teamwork period ( is it called like that) the indian dance people went to choreograph the steps but i felt antisocial and my mood was happily swinging so i didnt join them and stayed in class instead. rather enriching though, did maths with may and laughed like hell with crazy huiying ! seriously, she's a bit siao liao. keep on laughing just because i was shocked by her and couldnt stop laughing lah, aiyo. nevertheless, it was fun : D it's always fun when youre with huiying ! (:

lalalaa can someone tell me how to get rid of the violent moodswings im having because it's pissing me off \: i cant stand it how my mood just changes suddenly. one minute im looking through rose-eyed glasses and the next i feel like killing the whole world. argh heck, they call it teenage angst.

i am so not going to care anymore. i am going to stay happy and no one is going to affect me and change me. talk about resolutions, yupp that's one. (:

smile no matter what happens because the world seems a better place (:

2005-07-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hello this is a random post. Many things happening and going around every single day but conclusion for the day : Happy Kids Rockk ! : D Yay we shall have Macdonalds together every monday (: To make up for the horrible home economics lesson during the day.

One sentence : That teacher is so mean and horrible and so fierce and everyone cant stand her and would she just stop picking on all of us and just shut up and stop talking in that tone of voice which makes me feel even worst listening to her scoldings and stupid stuffs. Okay that was a long sentence. It's only been her second lesson with her and she's inflicted such a bad impression. Haha too bad.

Ummm what should i say next. Racho and Woong came to my house after Macdonalds and ameline went for her third lang. And yeah the game counter strike's fun okay ! Esp. when youre playing with someone less pro than you hahaha : D Man it's a scary game ! It's like play play then suddenly got one guy just plop! in front of you. Uh huh the screams were startling each of us ! \:

Nahh dont feel like typing any more stuff today. And btw it's yanbing's birthday today (: haha got a stupid but creative present for her okay : D

silent night ... holy night ..."

2005-07-23T10:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:

this week's been a blast ! everything just moved on so fast like phwooooarrrr. hmmm but anyw think i kind of enjoyed myself ! i feel erm acheived for completing many things in a week ? : D and ummm yeahh really tired after everything and i fell asleep at 8 last night and slept till 8 this morning ! woahhh i rockkk mann : D and yeah ! not going to blog much this time though cuz too many things are going on yeah ! (:

today's going to be a very busy day. tomorrow too ! supposed to go little india with the class later to get the stuffs for racial harmony but my mummy didnt allow cuz she thinks ive been going back home late everyday? \: hmphhh. and she gave me a good lecture and i cant stand it ! rahhh sad incident, but i guess it's overr.

tuition later and after that going for barbeque at my neighbour's chalet ! my mum helped my neighbour to order like 100 sticks of satay ! wonder how everyone's going to finish all of them mann. hahaha but heck. and i shall bring the basketball to play ! : DDDDD wheeee funn !

tmrw's my grandmother's birthday and we should be going out too, my mum says. hmmm that's like this whole weekend packed for me and ive like so much work to do too ! \: especially for science, i need to catch up and revise mann. she just cant drill anything into our heads and we have to study ourselves instead. gahhh. \:

and to cherylw, i cant tag your board ! \: so i hope you read this : everything went fine yesterday and thanks for your concern ! (: and yahh maybe i cant upload the photos soon cuz im very busy aye ! but anyw, i wanna take mre photos tgther : DD it was so fun ! (: and yah your crushh rockks too i tell you. whahaha : D shall tell you moree when i see you online ? (:

the world loves me (:

2005-07-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:

Haven't been blogging these few days ? I think it's because I've been too tired and exhausted these days to get the energy to come to a place like heree to type a long biography of my day. Hahaha why am i typing something like this and exercising so much of my hand muscles.

Anyway been really lethargic in school these few days \: Because many things are happening around me and so many people are changing into horrible creatures. Hurrhurrr no one is going to know what crap I'm talking about because i just need a place to rant currently. Argh i just realised that I can't stand people who are oh-so-dramatic and acts as if a bomb just dropped beside them. Bahhh I used to think I was neutral to everyone and everything but my hormones are starting to act up ! \: I need a place to rant rant rant because I've been feeling so shit these few days. \:

But yeah there's always a silver lining to each cloud yeah ? (: Today was kinda okay i guess ! Hahaha I think YILING'S damn stupid and funny okay ! ((: Hahaha guess what, this girl was screaming when playing icy tower ! I don't like that game because I'm not good at it \: Ahhh don't know why so many people used to like it. Hahaha anyway I got really amused by her so we started laughing like nutts ! : D Yay i miss laughing with her :D

Today's indian dance lesson was funny ! Me and Racho just couldn't keep up with the coordinations and we just kept laughing :D And yes,I tell you I'm a very important person okay. I sweat so easily and so profusely that I'm of good use. When Singapore got no water already they can always come and look for me, because of the excessive amount of water droplets always forming on the surface of my skin = PERSPIRATION. Okay crapp but i like it hahah : D Something stupid about me is I like laughing at my own jokes :D Racho and Ameline knows it all ! (;

Ohhh yahh did I mention that the actress RUI EN rocks ! :D She's singing the NDP theme song this year and her voice is super duper nice can plus that she's pretty and that she's got attitude. Hahaha this is the first time in my life im bringing up that an actor/actress rocks ! (: Hahaha im growing and these hormone changes are due to growing up.

Okay i dont feel like blogging anymore. BYE. (:

2005-07-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:

today was the last day for the northvista girls ! yeah i'll miss janice haha. though i didnt really talk much to her during this period of time but it was really nice seeing a long lost ex-school mate ! (: the whole class was playing during the whole of common test period lahh and huiying and krystal kept making me laugh :D today's common test period was really nice !

huiying's addicted to jay chou's song and trust me, it sounds like some chacha 60's song ! lalala she kept singing it and i cldnt concentrate during discussion with her so i just started singing it unknowingly and then everyone started laughing like nutts lahh :D i love my groupmates ! (:

krystal's hilarious mann (: she sat on my seat and i had nowhere else to seat ! yeah she sat on my jacket so we were like " ehh weiling's jacket got krystal's butt smell liao how? " :D so we started "airing" the jacket smack into huiying's face larr ! okay that was so gross but it triggered off my "laughing hormones". (:

aha cca today was kinda okay (: the last part was damn funny lahh we were singing the huige and we moved so much here and there and started playing soccer with a bottle ? :D mannn it was so crap and funny ! :D

ahhhh im feeling so tired now. shall stop blogging. goodnight world !

2005-07-14T17:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO BLOGGING WORLD (:

i dont feel like updating these few days because too many things happening around are tiring me. hmmm maybe i should be like yuensin and turn into a plant ! x) -looks at her blog post. then i wouldnt have to give a hoot about all the problems and stuffs. alright i shall go back to the un-rubbish part of me.

sometimes i feel so screwed up because it seems as if she's fighting with me for everything ! |: hurrrhurrr you freaking ass stop acting so nice and then snatching everything away from me. bahh sorry for the vulgarities but i just cant help it at times.

recess with yiling and elaine today (: elisa was freaking cute and innocent can : D haha i just realised i think i know about too many things and sometimes it becomes unbearable. haha resolution to that problem : write everything inside my own diary and i neednt feel that stressed ! it's a safe method too i guess ? hurmm.

but anyway, there were the nice bits of today too ! (: PE really sucked and im not going to tell anyone why so dont ask me. hurmm im supposed to talk about happy things : D and yes have i ever said that but mindy's one of the funniest people on earth mann. she and ameline are pro-ed people can : they like to stand up when everyone's sitting down ! almost died of laughter just now and it was really nicee (: i havent laughed alot for a long time ! where did my laughs go ? |:

ohyahh and i think xiaxue's blog is really entertaining ! (: haha spent the whole of last night reading it and my dad found it kinda interesting too ? whoohooo x) laughed like hell when i read some of them and she's really good mann (:

life's so stupid when your mood is like a roller-coaster. but heck, i am going to stay happy from now onwards !

2005-07-11T19:37:00.000+08:00

I shall start this post with a sentence :
Janice is posted to our class for attachment course in our school ! Haha i was rather unsure whether it was her when she was still at specs stand, but haha when i went into class i saw her and both of us started jumping ! Okay im going out of point but nevertheless, i tell you Rosythians rockk :D

Home econs lesson totally sucked today lahh. Got scolded by her! Stupid lahhh she was late for class for like 15 mins, so i just popped something into my mouth - winks at others. Then she just came storming in and scolded me |: Bahhh it was a bad experience and now i know why ive heard many horrible things about her! Hurrhurr |:

Anyway bad experience during home econs again |: Me, the great potato, fell off her seat during home economics ! |: Mann im like shocked that i actually fell off. And leonie's version of describing it was that it was shocking because it looked like my head just disappeared into nowhere suddenly |: Seriously, ive not fell off my chair for years and it just had to happen to me today |:

Our ipw presentation was kinda screwed and we werent really prepared but i guess we've gotten everything settled already ! (:

It was nice after school, had lunch with hoho and ameline (: Then me and hoho went to tour angmokio central ! (: Haha shant go into detail cause im kinda tired now. Went to this superrrrr big comic shop and we felt lost. And the people there really know how to enjoy life ahh, sit there and read comics the whole day ahh ! They're powderful mann.

On the way back home with hoho, woong came into the same bus as us! Haha then she was early for her tuition again so she came over to my house, as always ! (: Okay i think my siblings are really exciting cuz i kept laughing. I think i love my brother and sister alot, they brighten up my life ! (:

I shall end off now. There's art tomorrow and i think im gonna screw everything up ! And chinese letter-writing. These are bits and pieces of lessons that i dont like |:

2005-07-10T15:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO IM BACK TO BLOGGING (:

According to the conversation im having with ameline now, it's supposed to be a bear who's blogging now ! Yes im the bear whom Weiling loves the most :D And my owner loves me more than Ameline loves her penguin. YAYE BEAR ROCKKS ((:

I was typing rubbish up there so if you dont get it dont bother yeap.

Anyway encounters yesterday after tuition. (: I was walking down the mrt station and i thought i saw Jialin in the 7-11 shop. Went in to say hi to her and haha, Estee was inside too ! Estee and Jialin were both in 7-11 and neither one of them knew the other was from St. Nicks too haha :P

Walked with Jialin to the other end to the mrt station and we just stood there for the next half and hour talking (: talked about some stuffs , ostracizing people and things like that. Life's really un-innocent mann. |: But it's always nice talking to Jialin ! (: We were talking about Chinese New Year in P6. The whole bunch of us went to her house and it was really fun (:

Spent the whole night at my grandparents' house. The show on channel 5 was really nice ! " THE WEDDING SINGER". HMMM ! I learnt a new thing : LOVE STINKS . Haha okay that was extra. I was desperately trying to watch with all the kids fighting in front of me ! And haha i know im so nice. They were begging me to play with them hahaha :D Okay that's like real mean. So the nice me played with them ! :D Haha okay fine i know you feel like puking. |: And so we were playing MONKEY and the small ball just flew out the window ! |: OH MANN. But there wasnt anyone down there so nevermind. ((:

That was yesterday ! Today was okay, lahh. My daddy came back from switzerland with chocolates ! :D YAYE IM GONNA PUT ON WEIGHT, AS ALWAYS. But heck, since im alrd FAT enough |: I dont feel like blogging anymore, but one thing for sure is that im not gonna talk to SOMEONE for the whole of next week. Dont ask me who. No comments. |:

HOHO AND I are going to do something tomorrow. YAYE! (: It's gonna be fun and exciting : DDD I CANT WAIT ! (:

2005-07-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

TODAY IN GENERAL (:

1) It was freaking in the morning. First time ive ever had cramps and it was really horrible. Perspired throughout the whole morning assembly breaking out in cold sweat. Like so pain lahh ! |:

2) Maths lesson was cute haha seeing different creations. Ameline had frankenstein in winter and it was super cute lah (: Mine was a seesaw with two figures (: Leonie did the solar system ! Like woahhh. And lame Krystal drew a "LAME" word during the lesson haha.

3) English lesson was total crap and funny (: Okay i realise that my life now is always hilarious and full of crap. But nevermind, i like it anyway ! (: Selina and I were going on about alibaba haha :D

4 ) Biology test was kinda okay (: Except that the labelling of the reproductive system kinda stumped me. I was trying to figure out whether it was the female or male one ! Okay i think im stupid. It's definitely male one lahh. :P and i dont like the pen**. It was the only part i didnt know how to label ! |:

5 ) CCA was extremely fun today. Haha hilarious lahhh :D Mingshan and I were trying to dress alison up and it was damn stupid but funny (: We wanted to put Adrian Pang and Gurmit Singh's pictures as the "earrings" ! But she refused ): Nevermind our creative cells were working well and we were kinda enthu ! (:

6 ) Popping the champagne/fruit juice/fruit wine whatever it's called during cca was fun ! (: XUAN CHUAN ZU ROCKKS :D The sec four joanne was damn hilarious lahh ! The wholee group was like laughing like nutts in the carpark while everyone was busy popping their bottles. Ours failed ! ): But nevermind, haha we've decided each one of us will bring one each one day and pop together : DD Extreme enthu and funniness !

7 ) Going home was hyper and enthu ! I was feeling so hyper and enthu i just kept singing and sally my meimei sang with me (: Ameline and I were sms-ing each other right in front of each other :P Stupid lahhh but it was kinda funny : D

8 ) I think today rockked : D

2005-07-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:

i realised im such a frequent blogger because i just cant help but coming online every single day. but nvm, i can look back at my wonderful history 20 years down the road (:

today was a rather freaking day and many people seemed so stressed. may and huiying looked so stressed during discussion. ): and selina wasnt here for the first half of the day i was so bored i could almost talk to myself. |: and leonie kicked my ankle in the morning ! - turns to strangle her - haha too bad i was going on and on about something. (: and she couldnt stand it so she just kicked me ! :P

biology test tomorrow. i think i can pass. but what we all want is a good mark ayee ? we'll see. (: let's hope all those who are so freakingly stressed up will relax and take things easy.

ive become more calm and composed after term two. no moree frustration during lessons and i think im more optimistic now. yayness (:

this is such a random post. bye (:

2005-07-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

HEY ! (:
just a short and brief post cause im bored. studied a little for biology just now (: i hope i can do well mann. been trying very hard to concentrate every single biology lesson in term two and i know my facts (: just effort to rmbr everything will do : D

lesson today was crap and hilarious, as always. crazy group members i have larr ! we were laughing and laughing throughout every single discussion lahh. and may had to throw her clean coloured socks at us ! bahhh aimed and it piak-ed her face : DD haha too bad baaabaa ! i love my group members (: teachers have told us that if you laugh for a minute you live seven minutes longer and i think im gonna live very, very long (:

total crapness with hoho and woong in the bus ! (: me and hoho are back on our laughing fits. we were total idiots in the bus okay and there was this auntie who practically frowned at us that we just stopped laughing immediately. i am so unglam lah. but heck, it's fun : D

my favourite lesson TMRW : D -winks haha it just reminded me. i was thinking how awful tmrw's gonna be with chinese gong han and perhaps even english descriptive essay. and ziqin had to remind me that my favourite lesson is tmrw : D hahaha OH YAYE WHAT A GREAT DAY TMRW'S GONNA BE : DD ~~she~~ has the same pe lesson timing as us harhar. shant elaborate further ;)

IM NOT GOING TO SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT.
TOODLES ! :D

2005-07-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO MY VOICE IS BACK : D

today was kinda okay ! (: full of crap during english lesson, my crazy group as always ! it was hilarious mann. our descriptive paragraph is so exciting mann (: so full of anticipation and in one moment you are shattered from your dreamy reverie. and selina's mad over jay chou. boom boom chickka chickka jay chou ! aiyooo now i keep saying that too. i am not interested in jay chou larh. people around me like him lah so cant help it ! (;

ohyes and my voice is back and back and it's back. rather hoarse still though. the hui ge during huahui almost killed me hahaha. my voice was so hoarse i sang so loudly and it totally broke after that. bahh bahh blegh ! now it's okay i guess. haha i cant wait to recover so i can start singing again. : DD

there's s biology test this friday ! and i think cca this friday's gonna be nice. haha (: i like activity packed days ! : D better start studying for my test !

2005-07-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

hello world (:

everyone else's gone for the milkrun. except me. bahhh. too sickk alrd larhh. ): got a fever yesterday which kept fluctuating and a sore dry throat which resulted in me being unable to speak. i sound like a broken tape recoreder ! hopee i can regain my voice soon mann. |: the feeling's horrible when youre desperately trying to express something and my brother cant understand what im talking about ! bleghhh.

anyway read the papers yesterday and they said fathers in singapore dont understand a single thing about their child ? hmmm. i tell ya, my father knows every single thing in my life. he knows all the problems i face in school, my problematic friends, best friends, good friends, cca mates and everything. he understands that now going to school now isnt as simple as it was in the past. he understands me most. more than my mum, who can read my mind larrr. wonderful i have parents like this. im blessed (:

went to the library just now to borrow some books ! for the chinese book review, that is. rahh i always end up borrowing books i dont need but i find interesting. hahaha ameline's right, books that are torn and tattered are the really nice books cause they've been borrowed by many (; yeahh i borrowed nice books (:

i think ive been seriously slacking. biology test next week and i havent started. rahhh and my ballad illustration's total crap larrr. im gonna make suree i try to do my best drawing ! you know, my art really suckks i got 50 for term 2. |:

im sick of blogging already. bye (:

2005-07-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

dont bother reading all this crapp because apparently im feeling very depressed and screwed up currently and i dont know what the hell im writing but anything that comes to my mind.

i think im such a failure. i guess im too much a perfectionist or i guess it's just my life. nothing i want ever goes right for me. be it any aspect in school. every single thing. even friends. i cant even manage that right. what's my prob lah hello. i want my life to go right and correct. the road ahead just looks gloomy and im too tired to carry on. i hate hate hate myself. feeling very very very screwed up now. im just born this way. if you think i suckk there's nothing i can do about it. i just dont get what i really want at times. i am officially a sucker.

dont give a damn about what i wrote up there. im just feeling depressed so dont bother about me. i give up.

2005-07-01T08:45:00.000+08:00

haha today's a school holiday .
okay what am i talking.

english lesson was good yesterday.all of us were trying to draw out the descriptions given on the worksheet so desperately that it turned out totally looking like crap lahh ! :p miss jacob brought us to the library to do the work and we were practically laughing throughout the whole thing, causing alot of noise pollution. tskktkskkk! anyway, we were supposed to draw this woman and it turned out looking like the chinese comic character lao fu zi :DD total crap larr but it was fun nevertheless ! (:

lessons throughout the rest of the day were kinda boring i guess. my mood was swinging and swinging once again as always. hurrhurr. got rather moody and wrote some crap inside my student diary during science and didnt pay much attention. shucks lahh. cant help it.

anyway after school was good ! it was really hilarious mann. ameline and i always seem to have the funniest encounters ever . :D read xiaowei's sms about someone and i was screamingg larrr .. who had to walk over but papa ! hmphh ! and the fruits stall auntie likes playing tricks on us huhh. funny lahh :D anyway, ive invented a new character called sherhock holelems! kkaes that sounds like crapp :P fun tooot lahh :D

went for jubilate with yanbing later ! was reading halfway inside the bus and i realised i didnt bring my ticket for jubilate. hurrhurrr and my whole family except my father came over to give me larrr. rahhh how forgetful can i get ?

went to get some flowers for the peeps in our class (: we bought alll daisies ((: haha wanted to get a ~~cactus~~ for hoho ! imagine herr reaction when she gets it :p whaha bought mostly bright colours ! then we went with sam and her friends to the conference hall for the concert (: yanbing was quite happy huhhh ! -winks tralalala i didnt say anything !

when we reached there it was kinda boring larh ! everyone seemed to be moving around and it seemed as if we didnt know much people there initially. haha may and selina couldnt recognise yanbing ! :p kkaes i shall shut up about it. :p it was exciting when some people cameee :D whahahaha papa looked funky :D what she wore was so different from what others had worn lahh. hmmmm she's uniqueeee ! spent some time trying to look out for my "umbrella" and i JUST found out that she didnt go afterall ! hmphhh. hahaha we always have ulterior motives yeah ? (;

going home was gooood :D :D hahaha they wereee theree : D whahaha :DDD kkaes i sound nutts and cranky. who cares larrr. she rockks haha ((:

it was a nicee day in general i guess ! (:

2005-06-29T20:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! (:

we changed our seats today ! well not exactly changed today, but miss jacob selected for us our new seats today (: im sitting with selina ! :DD when miss jacob read our register numbers both of us were like superrr blurr and we just stared and each other and started laughing ! hahaha gongg larrr :D then we went to sit at our new arrangement for a while and two of us couldnt stop laughing ! (: it was total crap logic lah ! she hear me laugh she laugh i hear her laugh i laugh ! kkaes shant harp on that anymoreee :D

jialin called me just now ! told me some of her probs yeahh. hmmmm. i dont understand teenagers ourselves. this school seems to have so many friendship and clique problems that it gets rather scary and freaky. told her some of my encounters too ? haha (: cheer up girl ! she's performing tmrw hahaha and im watching ! : D

rahhh doing some home econs portfolio now ! the teachers are nutts mann. they give us an assignment without clarifying it and there's nothing about it to do .hmphhhh. wonder what they're thinking ! ||:

today was a rather crap day ! my brother called me halfway during lunch, got a shock from the sudden vibration, knocked the whole cup of milooo, tada ! my whole pinafore got wet. rahhhh |: hmphhhhh .

anyway ive realised im really tiredd from many stuffs after persevering soo longg. think im gonna give up soon ? hmmmm. im really tired mann. mention her name and i get lethargic. bahhhh. my new crushh rockks hahaha :D

haha im currently obsessed with the song look what you've done by jet ! maybe it isnt that nice but it's still niceee. okay what am i talking. the tune is nicee and soothing hahaha (:

watching jubilate tmrw ! (: whahaha im imagining their costumes now. okay shall shut up and get back to my work now. doodles !

2005-06-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

BLAHHBLAHH I CAME HERE TO RANT !
DID MY KUANG XIANG QU , GOT FED UP AND TORE THE WHOLE THING UP. I CANT BELIEVE IM SUCH A DUMBASS MANN. |: RAHHHRAHHH I LOVE MY STORY ALOT BUT MY LANGUAGE IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO WRITE FLUENTLY WHAT THE HECK LARHS !

RAHHH BUT IVE DECIDED. I MUST START THE TERM FRESH AND ANEW ! FREEE FROM PROBS I HOPE ? IT WILL BE A GOOD DAY. IT WILL BE A GOOD DAY IM REASSURING MYSELF ! FIRST THING IN THE MORNING AMELINE THE BEAN WILL COME LAUGHING RIGHT SMACK AT MY FACE ! HMPHHH ! A NEW TERM A NEW BEGINNING IM GONNA GET OVER EVERYTHING AND MOVE ON.

THAT SOUNDED ALL LIKE CRAP. EASIER SAID THAN DONE. I'LL GET OVER IT AND TELL YOU HOW, ELAINE. WAIT FOR MY STORY. -GRINS WIDELY-

IM GONNA DO MY DRAFT TONIGHT. I SHALL WRITE THE ACTUAL THING TMRW.

COMPLETED.

2005-06-26T11:54:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY! (:
QIHANG ROCKKED YESTERDAY !
HAHA IT WAS KINDA OKAY SINCE IT WAS MY FIRST YEAR ?
HMMMMM.
WENT HOME WITH AMELINE AND THE USUAL CRAP !
HAHH HAVENT CRAPPED FOR LONG : D
QIHANG LALALA (:

hmmm i just realised something. not convenient to say it here ? but anyway, i can assure you everyone, that ignorance is bliss. take my words mann. it aint worth poking your nose into everything realising that all that would hurt you. hmmm. those sweet innocent childhood days are over. say goodbye to innocence.

2005-06-22T14:32:00.000+08:00

Human in all our ways and all our pain
There's a love that could fall down like rain
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
And no one really knows what they are searching for
This world is crying for so much more

arghhh holiday homework !
the ballads are driving me nutts.
i just cant find any crap on it.
hurrrhurrr.
i sure do hope i can finish the whole pile.

2005-06-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

hello ! (:
today was kinda okay i guess .

went to meet ameline at j8 for lunch before rehearsals ! we were super early lahhh so we had nothing much to do. guess what ? we did some strange things. we were bored to the extend we went into best to look at the electrical appliances. whahaha. then we went to basement 2 where the carpark was and we found out that it was really empty ! goshhhh, this is the first time ive done such a thing in my life! :D hehhs went around in seiyu looking at the stuffs there huh ! the shops werent open yeah. hmphhh. went to long john silver's for lunch !

ohyahh our bus ride back to school was funny mannn. we heard a conversation about a woman talking about abortion ... and we were the only two people on the upper deck of the bus ! mannn we had a shockk ! then we realised that it was the tv RIGHT above us. we both noticed it at the same time larrr so we just burst out laughing like idiots ! :P hahaha (:

rehearsal today was good ! at least i wasnt that bored, 'cos isabel was here (: whahaha and the xuan chuan zu people were quite enthu yeah? -winks- we were jumping when singing the qihang and huahui song at the back ! ((: yes and me and jingying were screaming when cheering yeah ? it was funnny (:

today was okay in general (: anyway, ive got a new crush ! whahaha : D okay out of point. bleghhh. im gonna make sure i do alot of homework tmrw ! i gotta buck up mannn. looking forward to qihang ! ((:

2005-06-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

harloo ! (:
rehearsals were okay today ((:
went for lunch at macs with ameline`ziqin`jingying today yupp !
ameline used my bottle to squirt at me.
bahhhh !
you'll get it from me sooon !
hmpfs !
anyway, im meeting her at ole' junction8 tmrw before rehearsals !
whahahaha : D
desperately trying to learn the qihang song now.
i was jumping in my room !
kkaes this is so random , as always.

2005-06-19T09:12:00.000+08:00

happy fathers day ! (:
blegh i havent done the card for my daddy yet.
he says he doesnt mind a belated one.
hehehe (:
stayed out really late last night !
went to my cousin's new house and practically
stayed there the whole night.
bahhhh it was kinda boringg ...
so me ` my brother ` my sister were trying to find
something interesting to do .
blahhhhh i think we're disgraceful mann.
we were practically playing and fighting over
that football cushion :P
hahaha ohwell, we were bored .

and yeah yesterday was kinda quite cool yea !
sam called me twice during tuition.
the phone was vibrating like nutts so i rejected the call.
after tuition i called sam and she said she'll call me back ltr.
whahaha i was down my tuition centre at that time.
then when i went through heartland mall outside to the bus stop
to find my parents, tada ! i saw sam ! (:
haha it was coooool mannnn :D :D
so coincidental (:
hehh she said she went out with 3 other throwers for bowling yeap.
amahhhh was thereeeeeeeee :D
second time ive seen her outside school.
whahahah : D

rahhhh im nt attending the talk in sch today !
is the whole school going or smthg today >?
i guess so.
ive got a gathering later since it's father's day,
and my mum ~~forbids~~ me to go.
bleghhh i wanna go actually.
im just plain bored staying at home.
and mean hohoho ! x)
she was playing mahjong into the night ehh ?
and she's gonna make sure she goes to school.
to make me jealous she can go to school ?
hehhhhhhh fat hope hoho !
nanny nanny poo pooo ! :P
im going to school tomorrow.
(:

2005-06-17T14:16:00.000+08:00

hello ! (:
woooong's over at my house.
we havent done any work yet .
wellll , not much.
hehehhh.
we shalll doooo more work !
(:

2005-06-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

helloooooooo
searching for staple food of different ethnic groups' killing me. i end up opening websites meant as tour guides. hmphhhh. im soon gonna fall asleep in front of the computer. hurrrr. -rubs eyes- im tired !

ohmannnnnn ! now i see the petronas twin towers of malaysia. when im supposed to search for the staple food of malays in malaysia. crapp mannn.

anyway this reminds me. the bean tricked me on april fools ! she told me the twin towers were bombed. whaha it was revenge for me and may's prank on her. :D april fool's a nice day mann ! esp. with friends like this huh. (:

i think im gonna catch some sleep soon. havent been able to sleep well at night this few days. i guess i think about too many things when im trying to sleep at night. thousands of matters just come flooding and swarming in. friends`life`family`results. hmmmmm. i wonder.

x you taught me how to ;

2005-06-15T10:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
I DREAMT OF 601 LAST NIGHT !
BAHHHH I MISS ROSYTH !
come to think of it,
i miss talking to jialin on the phone.
yes even though it was PSLE period.
my mum nagged and nagged whenever i talked
to her on the phone but i dont care.
bahhhhhhhhh and suprisingly weili
wrote me a testi this morning.
i miss that funky girl mann (:
haha weili's sister is neo WEILING.
YAYEE ((:
and i dreamt of amanda !
ohmannnnnnn second time i dreamt of her
doing the same thing !
and i guess it's a continuation ya know.
seriously, continuation. (:
bahhhhhh amanda`limjie`jessica !
BLAHHHHHH.
P6 LIFE WAS FULFILING.
CATCHING AND OTHERS.
CAN I TURN BACK TIME?
HMMMMMM.
I SHOULD HAVE WENT HARBIN WITH JIALIN.
BAHHH !

2005-06-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

harlloooo
ive got a headache now mannn.
homework homework more homework!
there're only two weeks left.
bahhhhhh.
im gonna survive !
ive got a backache tooo.
bend too much forward when doing work,
ya seee. |:
BLEGHHHHH.
this is so random.
|:

2005-06-14T10:40:00.000+08:00

helloooo (:
went out yesterday for steamboat !
linggs couldnt and didnt come. ):
left elaine`yanbing`xiaowei`me
waited longgggggggggg at junction eight
for xiaowei before going orchard.
i almost fell asleeeeeeeep mannnn. |:
but anyway it was really great !
watched monster-in-law at cineplex ((:
the show's hilarious mannnnn
loads of funny parts !
i simply love the story ((:
elaine was searching for a new wallet
and we went around looking here there.
hahaha i made a crap observation.
the lower part of the picture at "the wallet
shop" looks like an x-ray. whahaha :D
had to cover the top part for xiaowei
to see it ! :P
yanbing went around with elaine while
me and xiaowei just stayed outside the shop
and started talking ! (:
anyway i was telling her about my ex-bestie
in primary school stephanie.
well i dont suppose any ex-rosythians would be
reading this so i dont care.
blahhhhhh sad story mannn.
truthfully it's the first time ive
had a friendship like that with stephanie.
sadd ):
and xiaowei told me about her ~~crush~~
interesting mann ! :DDDD
went for steamboat at marina south ! (:
played the drum game at superbowl.
i love that game mannnnn.
pretty cooool ehhh (:
let's go play again next time okie?
-winks at them-
(:
me and elaine played the bangbang game!
whhaha i won overall twice ! :P
i think we played for an hour or smthg.
it was alrd 7 by then !
off we went for steamboat (:
xiaowei kept getting attacked by mosquitoes :P
so she had to keep her legs shaking all the time
hehehe she attracts mosquitoes !
blehahahaaha :D
the day was nice !
ilovesteamboatouting ((:

x doodles ! (:

2005-06-12T10:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! (:
i tell you im desperate now.
my html skills are like rotting.
and im desperately trying to create
a new skin for ameline the fishball now.
bahhhh !
spent the whole morning doing it
and it still looks bad. ):
i shall try again later.
be honoured ameline !
BYE :D

2005-06-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
i feeel hyperrr mannn.
first time i laughed like mad today lahh.
as in really laugh !
ohmannn the feeling was , great.
(:
thanks to my little sister !
me ` my brother ` sister were playing a game lah.
then i was super pro-ed at it ...
and i said " i rockkk mannn".
guess what my sister said.
she was so desperate and innocently said
" how to rockk ahh jie ? "
ohhhmannn i almost laughed to death !
funny funny lahhh.
my stomach aches now !
i feel happy mann !

i need to laugh.
i havent laughed for long !
I MISS THE LAUGHERS (:
-glances at ameline-
okay im making it sound like it's
just for my own pleasure.
nopee spending time with friends is fun (:

oh yes i just remembered !
CHS drama performance on july 21 !
i think ameline and i are the only ones
watching it on that day.
-POKKKES AMELINEEEEEE-
nevermind ! we are unique ((:
it's a thursday !
which means we hv all the time
from after school until at night.
ohmannnnn.
we can go rob some bank or smthg
and there'll still be enough time
for other entertainment.
whahaha ! : D

going pasir ris park tmrw (:
i feel good, lalalalala `!

2005-06-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

HARLO (:
went shopping today and my feet are tired !
bought some stuffs !
im tired now.
blegh.
talking to elaine on the phone now (:

2005-06-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day

whahahahahahahaha
: DDDD

2005-06-06T15:59:00.000+08:00

AHHH IM SO HORRIFIED NOW.
MY MUM SAID SHE ALLOWED ME TO GO
TO THE LIBRARY WITH XIAOWEI.
THEN SHE SAID NO.
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE LAH SHE.
A WHILE CAN A WHILE CANNOT.
BLEGHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!
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2005-06-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

helllo ! (:
ive like finally finished woong's present !
make until my hands were aching okay
be honoured mann woong ! : D
now on to ziqin ! (:
it's a bit late lahh but im MAKING it okay :D
and got yuensin's present too !
i feel accomplished :D
ameline threatens to turn me into a potato.
nvm, im alrd one.
whahahahaha : D
-gathers onions and potatos and garlic
to do some spells against ameline's soul-
whahaha : D

2005-06-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

PLAYING NEOPETS! :D
ahhh the game's killing my brain cells.
im good at whacking heads mann :D
DONT PLAY PLAY EH !
kkaes whatever.
my mum wants to go harbourfront and shop tmrw.
wow.
:D

2005-06-02T14:24:00.000+08:00

" once upon a time, there was this stupid teacher who brought 4 sweets to class. there were only four pupils in the class, so the teacher bought just right enough for the four of them. the four students are piglet, tigger, winnie the pooh and hello kitty. piglet and tigger went to the toilet together, leaving winnie the pooh and hello kitty.thus, the teacher gave the sweets to them first. however, she was kok-eyed and didnt know how many she had left. can you help her find out ?"

:D
yes, i used that story to explain a mathematical concept to my sister. she's only six larhs. (; and i was trying to explain some shifting of the equal sign and blahhblahh.my brother and i were desperate mann. she still doesnt get it. nvm , i shall try another day (:

ahhhhhhh the holidays are boring me mannn. im slacking away at home, either sleeping, watching tv or on the com. went to the market this morning to run errands for my mum ! ohmannn i was sweating like madd with my bro lahh. it was freaking hot ! but nvm, it was okay actually (: okay what am i talking. :P bought some veggies and chillies from the market. yes, me and myself. okay im making it sound like ive never done it before, but im saying smthg crapp right now 'cos im bored. |: okayy whatever :P came home sweating like madd !

holidays (: a good time to catch up with the channel 8 drama serials. yes im watching the 5.30,7.00,9.00 drama serials on channel 8 ! whahaha : D too much tv ehhh. heck lahh.

shall end my post now .
goodbye. :D

2005-06-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! (:

went out with woong to j8 before going angeline's house today ! wore the espirit sneakers and it almost killed me |: blahhh nevermind :) plaster to the rescue ! yeappyeappp. took neos and it was pretty screwwed up though ! we werent prepared to take the neos ! but there was one particular one that i like ! (: we took like really super long to do the deco and stuffs... -nods- yupp i bought marshmallows ! (: from minitoons yeapp. and they're too light and i had to get a whole bag of them. marshmallow-ified. :D yuppyupp went to angeline house after that !

whahaha we were kinda crappy at angeline's house :D what is a good way to remove leg hair ? put scotchtape there, pull it off and the hair would come off together with it ! funny lah (: loads of crapp ! Angline claims that she's angel from heaven. whahaha . i insist it's Ang-ku-kueh from hospital. :D okay abit siaoo lahh but it was funny ! (: talked about butterflies too (:

ohhyahhh yanbing pierced her ears ! cant imagine her mann (: kkaes i shant be mean anymore.

shall sign off now !
byebye ! : D

2005-05-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

HARLO (:
ive deleted those depressing posts.
whahahaha :D

went out to watch madagascar today !
with huiying ` racho ` yanbing ` shuhying ` cheokwing ` estee ! the show was superb mannn. it was hilarious ! : D kept laughing throughout the whole thing. the characters are really cute you seee. and whatever they say is damn funny lahh. kkaes perhaps not ~~that~~ funny but it was nice. ahhhh i havent really been catching up with movies recently except star wars. watched it yesterday (: okayy lahhh. hehehe. the outing was okay in general !

science workshop thingy today ! sat with ~~dearest~~ameline, who was soo nice as to wait for me in the canteen though i reached kinda later. THANKYOU HOR : D haha didnt expect her to wait for me mannnn. whahahaha : D throughout the whole thing we were like crapping larhs (; but we still paid attention okay. yesyes we're good students :P yes we were drawing flowers, thinking of poems, blahhblahhh. in general science workshop was goood : D

YAYE (: ameline says the blogskin i made the other time's nice. whahahahahaha : D i havent made one in ages. takes super long and i dont seem to have the interest anymore. |: tralalalalalala `

ahhhhh im really tired of ~~that~~. if only ive never knew you in my life. everything wouldnt turn out this way and i wouldnt be suffering in school every single day. i cant help it but to say this . I HATE YOU MANN. |:

end of story.
bye (:

2005-05-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

hello.
today's the last day of school.
it was a good and bad day.
laughing in the bus with huiying really
made me feel goood (:
cca rockkked tooo : D
with those in xuan chuan zu we rockked !
cca was niceeee . ((:
clan association thingy was bad.
i just wanna be isolated.
tea thing was good.
ahhhhhh.
you knw what,
i miss onecharity alot.
i miss you xiaowei. ):

2005-05-26T21:09:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh
i always get sudden bouts of feelings like this.
i need peace and silence mann.
perhaps people arnd me are just too active.
i think this is a moodswing.
hurrrhurrrr.
i just wanna get away from everyone suddenly.
ohhh shucks.
i hope it doesnt happen again.
term threee.
it's always like that.
im pissing myself off.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2005-05-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

HARLO (:
not much time to blog.
but in general, had a nice and quiet noon.
whahaha with ameline ehhh ! : D
can you believe it,
i can be quiet with ameline around (:
yeappyeapps went home with peixuan as well !
haha there were some funny parts lahh
like the SPARE TYRE thingy.
ohhhmannn it was hell funny !
and i cldnt balance myself lahhh
my hand was like trembling cos of the newspapers
and i had to carry so many things on my hand !
my arms are aching and sore now :/
kinda nice day yeapp (:
lots of crapp with ameline ` hohoho !
nice talk with leonie over lunch abt dreams and pri sch! (:
NICE DAY (:
tmrw wont turn out nice though.
we're getting our ppr.
wish me luck, please (:

2005-05-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

whahaha ! : D
never be replaced bv 1st lady (:
the song's up back on my blog.
the last time it was up was last year i think !
hahaha sweeeeet songg : D
-winks at leonie-

2005-05-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

ahhhhaaaaaaaaa (:
im feeling random today.
whahahahaha.
anyway, had the maths and sci trail today.
did it with one grace (:
julius meyer aka G2
haha nice bunch of people.
they were kinda lazy though!
bleahh bleahhh happily slacking away
and crapping and ahhh,
many things lahhh.
it was kinda nice and okay...(:
but it was super tiring.
walked and walked and the weather was unbearable.
all of just just kept perspiring and perspiring.
as in really perspire. -.-
then went back to sch for lunch !

after schoool went for cca.
bought milo takeaway as always with ameline.
ahhhh im gonna get constipation soon from drinking
tooo much milo. ://
i had rashes ! it was too hot i guess.
and i had to walk like a penguin.
ahhhh stupid ameline and hoho kept laughing at me :P
it was painfullll okay !
i cldnt walk properly during cca and i guess
the sec ones were kinda amazed. -.-
and ameline made a very the good observation
on the badge on my sling bag.
it was really grosss :/
ameline is dirty minded
whahahaha :DD

cca was kinda okay ! (:
we did the xuan chuan ci and were crapping away.
hahaha i look like a bear ehhh.
mingshan calls me bearbear now :D
hahahaha
then we went to put up posters arnd the sch.
it was kinda okay but except we were all tired.
esp. after the dreary trail in the morning.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
we were damn tired and i felt so breathless.
cldnt catch my breath i guess. :/
yuppyupp we were walking arnd the sch
to put up the posters.
jingying's poster was selected (:
the one with the super classy boats.
haha (:
we were released earlier than the rest i think!
the xuan chun zu people :D
waited quite long for ameline in the canteen.
charmaineyue`mingshan`me were in the canteen meanwhile.
haha :D

went home with ameline the ~~birdshit~~
haha i shall call ameline birdshit now ! :DD
it was funn mann.
we were trying to laugh in a retarded manner.
she laughed at my laughter.
i laughed at her laughter.
we became two idiots laughing at each other's laughter.
:DDDDDD
abit siaooo lahh but it was kinda funny.
esp. when we were drinking our milo meanwhile !
ahhhhhahahahahah.
went ot macs and buy french fries!
yesss with my disgraceful wallet
nonono sorry i meant cute and nice wallet. ((:
it shows that im young at heart okay!
haha whateverrr :P
shall end offf now !
seeeeeeeeeeeeyaaaaaaaaaaa (:

2005-05-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

Your #1 Match: INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #3 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #4 Match: ESFP

The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #5 Match: INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

ripped it off from xiaowei's blog ! (:

2005-05-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiii (:
i shant start with HELLOOOOOO (: this time.
whahahahahahaha :D
okieee i sound kinda crapp right now.
but anyway, my family's out.
im alll aloneee at home.
it's thundering outside.
but who cares (:
just read ameline the fishball's email...
and replied another long one to her.
woooots those ballads rocked! (:
ive got a new hobby.
no more perfect 10 for me.
im gonna go for classics (:
that is if i can stick to this
great great wonderful resolution.
yesyes stupid ameline made me cry
reading those ballads.
those poets are coool mannn.
im starting to appreciate this kinda things! (:
wooooooooooooooooooooots x)
i shallll go play now ! (:

to ameline again: yeappp yeappp ballads rockkk. now you still owe a letter and an email (: you replied kinda fast this time ehh! :DD i tell you alrd larh. get a gbk! c-box cant type that much ! not niceee wannnn x)

2005-05-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

You'll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup,
It's pouring over the sides
Makes me wanna spread my arms and fly

chariot;

2005-05-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

helllllloooooooooooo ! (:
im here just to update my bloggg yeappp .
i just typed finish a super super long email.
yes yes its really super long.
who else ahhhh?
duhhhhh lahhhh.
to ameline the fishballll. :/

to ameline : now you owe me a super long letter and a super long email! haha the email's all crapp lahh but i took effort to write it okay. it's filled with song lyrics and i took hell long to type. (: i cant type all this into your blog cos' it's tagging so i cant type too long yeappp. whahaha now i no longer owe you an email! (:

2005-05-19T18:54:00.000+08:00

helloooo (:
went to my lalalaland in the noon.
that is, had a nap in the noon. (:
i hope im refreshed now.
doing the qihang tickets numbering.
lots to do manns!
and it takes very longggg.
ahhhhhhahhhhh.
the worst thing is that there are a few
tests tomorrow.
home econs test ` geography test.
arghhh i havent started on revision yet.
GEOGRAPHY :/
been busy with the other subjects that
i havent studied geography!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

today was a nice day though!
was laughing like siao when going home with ameline!
thanks ameline! (:
this is the first time ive been able to laugh genuinely
all this long long time. :/
i guess it's stress bah.
haha it was a happy and nice afternoon!
with the power of words
muahahaahahaha :D
-winks at ameline-

2005-05-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

hellooo (:
this is just a random post.
doing music project on
~~antonio vivaldi~~ now.
and my dearest sister who's sitting beside me,
is laughing like a retard.
guess what.
she's laughing because of his
SUPER COOL PORTRAIT.
with those frilly curls of his.
HAHAHAHA :D

lalalalalalala

2005-05-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

helloooo!
it's 11.58 on a monday night now.
i havent completed the maths task yet.
and it's due tomorrow.
call me weiling-the-great. (:
ahhhh thanks.
im too tired and cant take it no more.
i shall go sleep first.
not the end of story, yet.
i will wake up at about 4.15 to do it.
yayeeee ive got 3hrs++ of sleep.
there's school tmrw.
gooooooodnightx(:

2005-05-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

ERPS.
i think im the blur-est perosn alive.
i blogged in weiling's old blog instead of this.
:
HELLO LINGLING/LINGULY!

weiling's stressed because of a lot of things.
just like her dearest, nicest, wonderful-est friend here ((:
haha EGOEGO.
i made weiling laugh i dont know why.
IS TYPING IN CAPS THAT FUNNY??
siaoo lar she!
she just told me that her name is CHOCOLATE WAFFLE.
WHAHAHAHA!
weiling hacked into my account and i hacked into hers.
we're hackers!
:D
we're gonna slog it out for the maths task tmr.
YEAH!!
HAHAHAHA.
I AM GOING MADD.

do you know who i am?
none other than the cheryl woong!
MOOHAHA.

2005-05-15T17:51:00.000+08:00

how nice.
i just turned on the radio and
"collide" just started playing. (:
nice song ehhh : D

2005-05-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

helloooo! (:
im struggling with maths performance task now! :/
rahhhhrahhh im torn between!
talking to ameline on msn now.
whahahhaha : D
i dont feel like blogging anymore!
tatatatata! (:

2005-05-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
I DIDNT CRY IN CLASS TODAY BECAUSE I DIDNT GET THE MONITRESS POST.
PLEASE GET IT CLEAR AND STRAIGHT. :/

2005-05-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

hello! (:
im in the midst of doing the history project which is due tomorrow. say good luck to me pretty please. thanks (: it's lying on the floor waiting for me to pay attention to it. whahahahaha :D

today was kinda okay i guess.
thanks leonie who listened to my rantings. (:
i was really pissed off okay. and i mean really freakingly pissed off. that ~~woman~~ is bloody irritating. hurrr i havent cursed someone for very long yeah. hurrr going after popularity? dream on, my dear. elaine you know who im talking about. she's a ~~bitch~~.

during chinese lit i sat with xiaowei! (: we were crapping and writing in my student diary yeapp. about that thing. -winks at wei- we were trying not to make it obvious! i had static today ehh! shocked her hand and there was this stinging feeling. hehehe :D xiaowei makes me miss those good ole' onecharity days. (: it was nice today! havent talked to xiaowei for kinda long ya see.

after school ameline thought i was possessed. hurrrhurr that's because i was freakingly pissed off. hurrhurrr. dont wanna talk about it anym :/

cca was kinda good i guess! we split into our different groups for qihang. me and isabel are the cui1chang3 pple. kinda shuang ehh. (: so off we went to join the xuan1chuan2zu3! haha nice people there yeapps (: charmaineyue`jingying`mingshan`yeekeat (: talked to them more cos the 5 of us were doing the posters. we sat there and did our posters and after that we just crapped our way throughout. whaha student diary exploring! mine is interesting ay! -winks at jingying- kewl (:

then we went back to the drama studio from the library where we were trying to do our posters. we were singing the LONELY SONG. haha it was funny! me and jingying were tilting our heads here and there! super cute yeapp! (: then suddenly all of us got so hardworking we got our work out and tried to study! not for long though. there wasnt time. :P cca was great!

went home with ameline after that! it was kinda funny. esp. that KIDNAP incident! it looked really real yeahh! :P me and ameline watch too much tv alrd lahh. it was PHWOAR! simply dramatic (: haha apple-pie incident! i shant elaborate on that! so coincidental okay. "7 more minutes hor" -winks at ameline- im lazy to elaborate ahhh. :/ whaha and the embarassing part of that. applepie on the pinafore! whahaha so paiseh! :/

shall go off to do history now! tatas! (:

2005-05-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

" once when i was six years old , i woke up in the middle of the night. i saw power rangers and that evil witch floating on a cloud outside my room window. they were fighting and it was cool mann!" the vivid dream i had when i was six. (:

helloooO! (:
came online just to blog.
hehehe as demanded by racho -winks-
reached home at about 6 today!

aha after school today was simply fun. ate lunch with racho`huiying (:then huiying left and me and racho went to to the family lounge to put our back there before we went to take the measurements in the hall. whaha jingying`jaslene pumpkin were there! :D hehs then we went to the hall and the badminton girls were there. rahhhh the auntie wanted to lock all the doors already lahhh... so we entered thru the only one open door. bleahhhhhhhhhhh :/

yeahhh and we went to take the measurements of the heights of every single door in the hall! abit siaooo lahh! :D haha then we had this brilliant idea of taking the distance. we counted the number of steps (shoe length!) we took to walk and then we measured the length of our shoe! haha we're two clever people (: blahhhblahh then we scribbled all the measurements into our book and it was so messy! then off we went to buy drinks in the canteen! then we went to the "car porch" where we planned the car driving the old folks would stop. we were talking about architects ehh (:

so there we were, sitting like 2 artistic people on the bench with an uncle snoring on a bench behind us. those 2 girls (us) occasionally stood up to draw more details and stood there drawing and thinking as if they were daydreaming. woahhhh i sound so poetic! okay it isnt. :/ after finishing drawing at about 4.40 we went back to the family lounge. she lost her rubrics! so we traced back where we had walked and started looking for her rubrics. it was to no avail though. couldnt find it. :/

off we went back to the family lounge and we planned to go home alrd since it was alrd 5. whahaha racho was drinking and we were crapping lahhh then i started laughing like siao and that set her off as well! she laughed and laughed and tada! her water flowed out from her mouth. not exactly flowed lahh but i could hear the horrible gurgling of the water! :/ then we took out our neos and started telling the stories behind the neos! alot of reminiscing ehh about screaming in the neoprint machine the first time we took a neo! (: hehhe guess what. we talked all the way until 5.15 and we decided we should go back home! yesyes we piced up some seeds and scattered them in the garden hoping they would grow. (: sweeeeeet. :D

whahaha on the way walking to the bus stop, we did much reminiscing! whahaha we talked alot alot alot! (: about our childhood days which really sounded pretty excting ehh! all those games we played with our siblings! cooool mannn :D yesyes i was telling her about my dream! haha it was so funny lahh. woahhh both of us really have lotsa childhood memories ehh! (: so coool and fun.

haha then we went to macs to buy ice cream! started talking about those sibling fights we've had and fights with our friends. haha both of us have got pretty creative minds when arguing ahh! " YOU THINK YOU WHAT? YOU..YOU...YOU THINK YOU PRINCESS DIANA AHH!" that was rachel when she was in primary school. (: haha so funny lahh! " YOU DONT BULLY MY SISTER OKAY! " that was me when i was in primary school. hahaha cutee! (: reminiscing ehhh!

yesyes the bus ride today seemed really long! we were talking, unlike usually when we would laugh like siao! we were talking about erhem some INTERESTING experiences we've had in our life ehh! " I GO TRY THE TOILET HOR!" that's her sis! haha cute mannn! -winks at rachel- whahaha we've got funny families mann. (:

shall end here! ive got homework waiting for me! the song "true" by ryan cabrera's playing on perfect 10. sweeet (: seeeya!

2005-05-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

hellooo! (:
whaha im waiting for ms ameline to post on her blog!
so i shall blog in the mean time.
she admitted it herself.
miss-type-very-slowly.
hahaha : D
ahhh im so pressurized.
i feel so darn for the maths class test.
i re-did the qns again and i got 32/35.
what's wrong with me ah?!
-strangles self-
i wasnt listening to the solutions but trying
to redo the whole thing again.
blehhhhh!
there's smthg seriously wrong with me.
i always underperform at the wrong time.

oh and did i mention i tried gulping down
a glass of icy cold water to wake myself up.
i was doing maths and i think i was feeling blur.
so off i went into the kitchen knocking out ice
from the ice tray. (:
tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa x)
a nice cup of cold water.
it didnt work i guess.
i still felt drowsy.
-slaps myself-

hurrrr monday tmrw! :/
seriously i dont really like pottery.
i admit ive never liked art in my life.
im never good in art. ):
bleahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
there's ipw tmrw though!
haha niceeee (:
more crappp aye?
-looks at mel ` may ` xiuxiu` shuhs.
i think we'll end up laughing like siao lahh!

shall end here!
whaha ameline's finished her post!
tada! (:

2005-05-08T11:00:00.000+08:00

hellooooo! :D
whahaha im slacking away first.
history project's due tmrw!
-wipes sweat dripping down forehead-
bleahhhhhhh :/
anyway here's a joke :
superman batman ali baba chickenman!
haha it sounds so funny! :D
binggs`woong came my hse to do history ytd.
and my sis just said that outta the blue.
haha my cousin taught her that.
it's cute mann! : D
funny funny mannn! : D
-holds my jaw-
"ms elaine lim said that we must hold our jaw
when we laugh cos if you laugh too much it'll drop!"
shall end here!
tatas! : D

2005-05-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

ahhhh!
im pressurised! ):
i dont wanna study anymore.
say no to studies.
no-no-no-no-no.
bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ):
life sucks life sucks!

~~ive given up on you.~~
surprisingly you have too.
we've both given up.
im tired. really tired.
living my own life now.
imagining without your presence.
you screww me up. :/

2005-05-01T20:16:00.000+08:00

hellooo.
i feel very *&*@^$#@#@( now.
blehhhhhh.
moodswings again.
elaine it's your fault! :P
dont ask me.
bye.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

2005-04-30T09:05:00.000+08:00

hello : D
my voice is ~~breaking~~ now.
it sounds totally horrible.
i think i screamed too much yesterday. -.-
-runs off to drink more water!-
(;

2005-04-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY! (:

sports day

blue house got second but we still rockkk! (:
ive got a real 'sexy' voice now. my throat's getting super itchy and im gulping down glasses after glasses of water. i screamed my vocals out okay! they were hurting so me and wenshin had to go fill our bottles halfway throughout. cheered and cheered and i made wenshin and debbie lose their sense of hearing in one ear. :
yellow got first anyway. good for them (:
but blue still rockks to me. me ` wenshin ` debbie were so anxious for the results we were holding each other lahh. so dramatic but it's true. (: we were super hyper mannn!
SAY BLUE : LALA! : DDDD
yayeeee ! (: ilovebluehouse manns! : D -clenches my throat in pain-

went home with ermmm racho`ameline`wenshin` congyi ` cherylw ` michelle` (:
we were jumping all the way and screaming our houses when walking out! or rather, me and racho. (: we were siaooo okay! practically skipping away there and i was jumping screaming BLUE! they were like say ~~green~~ , lala. hmph! no wayy mannn! it's blue house copyrighted! : D almost fell asleep in the bus halfway and ameline kept poking me and said i was faking. i was really tired lahh! : D that girl ahh, poke poke poke! :P racho and cherylw were behind reading lime larhs. (;

after cherylw and ameline left, me and racho went hyper mann. yesyes she said that we can be comedians when we grow up. it was super funny! we acted like nerds in the bus with the two front teeth jutting out and muffled voice when speaking. i suggested to be a guy who crushes her and she be the tootie girl as well. haha a nerd liking a nerd! we couldnt stop laughing mann ! : D it was super hilarious. ' RACHEL ARF, IVE BEENF WANTINGGFF TO TELL YOUUF ARF, I LOVEFFF YOUVVV MANNV! ' it sounded smthg like that cos of the two front teeth jutting out. haha laugh laugh and we couldnt stop! and we have our trademark hi-5 noww. : D kept making racho laugh and knock herself against the bus window! whahaha im evil! (:

before sports day

whahaha we went to our class to xiang3 shou4 aircon first! cherylw left earlier to go for yellow house's perimeter at 2. we reached school at like 1.30 larhs. super early! whaha me and racho went to fill our bottles first. accidentally squirted a little water onto the first level. then we heard someone going like ' ehh who spray water down ahh!?!?' then we cheong-ed back to class mann! ; D

yeappsyeapps then we played the "flag" game! whahaha i invented it. (; kkaes it's pretty lame but it was super funny. ameline's the student raising the flag and me and racho are the flags! MARI KITA and SCHOOL SONG. whaha then me and racho stood on the ledge near the window there and started raising ourselves as the song was sung! haha yes and racho wanted a nice ending and BANGED her head against the aircon as a result. BIG BALUKU there okay. tskktskkk! :P

ameline and racho ganged up against me! they started poking me here and there! not fair. it all rooted from TWO GREEN ALIENS FIGHTING AGAINST A BLUE HERO. whahahahah! (: GREEN HOUSE vs BLUE HOUSE. : D -bishes them up-

it was fun lahhh uhhhhh! (:

rachel's house!

i had to go all the way to amk mrt station to get ameline lahh huh! (; then go the same way back to racho's house... 0.o whaha asked cherylw to meet us on the bus halfway through! me and ameline were trying to hide at the back seat lahh and in the end cherylw cldnt see us and went to the upper decker of the bus! hahaha so gonggg : D

yeapps we went rachel's house to do music! on ~~vivaldi~~ actually we didnt do muchh lahhh. practically slacked throughout the first part of it and we were all kinda dead so we were stoning in her room...

UNTIL WE WENT TO THE PLAYGROUND ! whahaha we cheong-ed to the swing and started swinging ourselves on it. it was funn! swing swing swing. i didnt really swing high the first time. whaha must be because i felt threatened by racho. -gyackhahaha- 2nd time when i did with cherylw i swung high mann! (: whooohooooo !

we played the see-saw! i sat with racho initially. and then ameline went to sit behind racho ! not fair! i was flying into the sky. cherylw didnt wanna sit! bahhhhhhhhhhh :/ my butt was aching and my thighs were rubbing against the metal holder . it was painful! :/ arghs but nvm. it was still fun anyway. i was screaminggggggggggg! whahahahaha once i scream i cnt stop. (;

then we sat on that modern merry-go-round. our weights werent balanced so the we always turned only half circles. we tried turning and turning ourselves yeahhh! trying to balance it desperately.... but to no avail. : it was fuN! (:

whooohooo went to buy icepops after that before taking bus to go to sch ! : D we looked like four innocent kids sitting at the busstop sucking innocently on our icepops. (:

yes went to macs for lunch in school! not muchh lahh actually. except that alot of food was stuck onto racho's braces. :P her teeth were aching badly! ):

-
dont wanna write anymore liaox! ive been typing on this for 24 mins! whooo that's long. i guess this is one of the longest post ive ever had on this blog! whahaha okay im so tired now.
gooodnightx! (:

2005-04-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

i wanna lay like this forever ;

hellooooo (:
i am getting moodswings this days mannn.
bleahhhhh. :

anyway, cca yesterday was okay (:
we had a debate on whether singapore should host the olympics in year 2016. i was having a terrible headache and didnt talk much for it lahh. but anyway it was kinda nicee and quite an experience yeappp. after cca went home with ameline. (: we walked by the family lounge and tada! guess what we saw. what a coincidence. haha she seldom studies in the fam lounge i notice ya know. (; haha anyhow then we went to get our all time favourite milo takeaway and walked by the family lounge again ~~intentionally~~. (:

then we walked outta school and started debating! the topic is why i shouldnt quit 3rd lang. it was fun! haha our tone totally changed and i think she should have won lahh. the topic is personal wan marhs so naturally my points wont stand to win. whaha! (: we were talking about potential perseverance ability blahblahblah. it was fun! haha i love debating with her mann. it's funnnnnnnn x) debate debate debate. we were 2 crazy pple standing and sitting at the bus stop and debating there. whaha! (:

okay that was yesterday. today was pretty good i guess! (: after school was simply great. : D
haha ate lunch with ameline and cherylw (: it was funnny! seriously i felt so happy after laughing ya know. as in real happiness. whooohooo laughing got real and fake one ehh. dont play play ahhh x) -phuachukang- haha many details lahh but it was really funnny. haha (;

at the drama studio we went to watch tanya chua (: i was laughing like a nutt there lahh. ameline's fault! :P haha lynn went up to sing! aiyahhh im too lazy to type everything out lahhh... but overall, it was funny, once again. i emphasize on again. : D

after that went home with racho and cherylw! it was funnnnnnny. we are the umbrella pple. coool ehhhh! : D too lazy to elaborate. after cherylw left me and racho went in front to sit. whenever two of us are together , we become 2 crazy pple who laugh for nothing in the bus ! we just kept on laughing and laughing and laughing. something not THAT funny but we just go on laughing and laughing like nutts as if it was one of the funniest jokes in the world. (:

im tired! shall end sooon yeappp. (: im getting moodswings nowadays. getting pissed easily and depressed. something's wrong with me. rahhh whatever. who cares. shant elaborate anymore.

seeeeeya! (:

2005-04-24T10:17:00.000+08:00

i just watched beautiful soul's mtv.
pretty coool mannns.
whahaha! : D
back to my work.
seeeya! : D

2005-04-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

dancing on the kitchen tiles;
yes you made my life worthwhile

helloooo! (:
the last time i blogged was last friday i guess.
exactly one week ago.
anyway, this post is gonna be a rather long one too so unless you are very free dont read it.
shall start with after cca first! (:

yesyes me and ameline had a persuasive "debate" to persuade me not to quit third lang. it was rather funny i guess. (: argue argue argue! "Rebuttle One : ......." whahaha! nopeee nopeee im not convinced. :P yesyes and the funny ameline decided to stone outside ECON MINIMART near macdonalds. she threatened to stay there forever until i promise not to quit 3rd lang. as expected, i wasnt gonna get threatened yeappp :p so i walked away laughing to myself outside 7-11! goshh i looked really retarded okay. i was smiling to myself and there was this guy who looked at me. -.- ameline's fault! whaha so in the end i walked to the bus stop and she walked there too lahh : D and bean threatened to dao me until i agree not to quit 3rd lang! whahaha : D so in the end i dao-ed her as well! ahhh alot of details lahhhhh. :/ after she left the bus i fell asleep! and i was suddenly awoken by her sms huh. aiyoyoyo : D

anyway the lit test today was pretty okay i guess. the question didnt come out something very difficult. it was manageable yeappp. i finished it just on time. -phew- studied like siaooo for it lahhh. write write write notes. rmbr rmbr rmbr notes. bahhh so many character traits and details of the book! went into the staffroom with wenshin at abt 5.30 and miss jacob was there. she was marking our papers okay! so fast then she mark liaoox! i dont wanna get it back. :/

hmmmm okieee sly came to our school today! me and ameline were talking about his details whahha. he had nail polish on. observation made by ameline. :P whahaha. i shant comment much as it might trigger some hormones off sly fans. :/

bahhh not freee now. my mum's nagging. i shant blogg anymore. seems like it isnt a long post afterall yeapppp. (: seeeeya! gooodnight (:

2005-04-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

hellooo! (:
those who are reading this ( i doubt anyone does anyway), be prepared cos i suppose this is gonna be a rather long post yeapp. whaha : D
shall start with the nice bits first. (:

yes cca today was kinda okay i guess! and i must say ahh, i love the juniors mannn. i think they are all damn nicee mann! haha okayy i sound nutti-fied. but anyway vivian wanted to poke me so i wanted to poke her back larhs. in the end we were pointing both our index fingers so we started to play "chopsticks" ! haha so funny lahhh :D i havent played for a long time mann. and gosh i lost to her twice! bahhh im lousy. but nvm it was funny though. (:

then we had to do evaluation for the international friendship day thing. yes yes vivian was decorating my foolscap paper for me. whahaha (: still got copyrights reserved somemore ahhh. yes then ameline and vivan started writing on my leg. my leg suffers most of the time during cca. there was once thanks to ameline and a great bunch my leg and hands were nicely(: decorated by them. wooots (:

whoooo then we had a short game of murderer! it was kinda niceee yeapp (: just that it wasnt as fun cos the murderer was always revealed and exposed so fast and early! very soon ehhh. that's why it wasnt as exciting! whaha many people looked so innocent : D yeapp then wang jian lao shi talked to us after that. the debate people. (: he talked for so longg! i think one hour at least. woooots. so longgg! some people were falling asleep alrd and most of us werent really listening. : i think it was cos his voice was kinda soft so many of us cldnt hear him clearly yeapp. bahhhh. but at least i still listened :P ( i love using smileys ) . he talked from about 4.30 - 5.27 till cca ended! so longgg!

yeapps then waited for ameline first before going home together! bought milo takeaway just as always ! (: bwahaha at the father barray there saw zi ai and another junior there. haha they were like " were you listening to him just now? i was staring at him and daydreaming there lor. he kept looking at me so i looked back at him! " haha so funny lahhh. : D yess expected. i was dreaming too. :P

yess then me and "ameline" took bus yeappp. it was funny. xiaowei said she looked like mr bean too! whaha finally someone agrees with me! ameline looks like mr bean. really! then we were laughing in the bus talking about in what way does she looks like mr bean!
xx she's got a beanie look from the side
xx her face's got a seemingly bean colour
xx she's got a funny character like mr bean
xx she just looks like a bean!
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haha whatever! laughing like nutts in the bus and i managed to scare her by saying she missed her stop! just like last week i think! she thought she missed her stop and she was panicking! :P haha kkaes im mean. oh yeapp we wanted to pull a leaf from THAT SAME TREE but she said that we must not end the life of the leaf! yess we should uphold justice for nature! wooots i think im going nutts soon. 0.o and walking halfway she sorta missed a step or something and we ended up laughing like nutts! i almost lost my balance and i thought i was gonna fall off the pavement! laugh laugh laugh till fall down! x) after laughing we realised the two sec ones walk damn fast okay! they were behind us initially and soon after they were so far in front of us! haha so scary ehhh :P

yes i guess that's today in general! i shant talk about the lessons though. nothing much to talk about anyway and i guess i dont feel like blogging about the maths test! im hyper now (:

bahh i gotta go do the CIP PLAN myself! : no group has submitted the proposal and cip's on MONDAY. i hope ive got enough brains to plan for them the activities! work hard weiling! -encourages myself- kkaes my arm's tired of typing! :P

good night world! (:

bruised and battered by your words;
days are shattered now it hurts ___

2005-04-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

kabooooom! (:
today was rather an okay day i guess! (:
it was exciting - stares at rachel-
i can't really remember some bits and pieces though but i especially rmbr after schoool. : D over lunch, ameline and rachel ho were bragging to me that they were standing right behind ERHEM. the moment came. i kicked their shins. whoooots x) so they kicked me back! destructive attack! it was enough to make me jump out of my seat okay! :P whahaha! and ERHEM was nearby ya know. then lynn was like "what, using this chance to stand up and see her ahh?" -whacks her hard! - i didn't okay! :P

yupp then we went for the english oral lesson thing. it was pretty okay i guess. actually me and lynn went there for fun haha. :D so we were reading in different accents including the phua chu kang accent. whoooohooo classic mannn. (: then we were like laughing our heads off during the lesson. :P yes with mindy and rachel sitting behind us looking at neos and taking photos here and there. x) lesson ended rather late yupp! and it was raining heavily so all of us decided to go to the library till the rain subsided. (:

after we left the library we saw ERHEM in the canteen! woooots x) she was there. THERE. haha nevermind cos we soon left the canteen yeappp. when walking me and rachel were talking about sudden rains haha. like in those cartoons whereby suddenly there would be a cloud hovering above you and TADAAA! the rain only falls on you! haha : D magic in the rain!!! (: yesyes then we continued walking out. haha me and lynn have something in common! we like scaring people. : P haha so funnn manns (: laugh laugh laugh! yahh lahh and they concluded that when i laugh i sound as if im contracting asthma -wheezes- *LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH*

kkaes the nicest part was in the bus! believe it or not! me and rachel practically went nutts in the bus the auntie in front of us turned back to look at us okay! yesyes this is the first time ive gone really nutts in a bus. there was this scary movie advertisement! it was really scary okay! so i started screamingg in the bus! :/ rachel too! we were like so scared to look up okay! super paiseh but it was really really scary. and i couldn't stop laughing when we were talking! me and her are madd people. laughing even though whatever we say isnt funny at all! siaooooo! : D but funnn haha. (: eaygh it was so freakingg and scary on my way home suddenly there was this noise and i started to get so paranoidd! bahhhhh! :P

okay i suppose that's today in general! (: seeya!

2005-04-10T09:07:00.000+08:00

helloooo world! (:
im here to blog!
aiyahhh DUHH lahh.
see i feel as if im talking to myself again.
arghs but nvm.
eaygh weekends always have nothing to blog wan!
so boring and nothing interesting.
ohhyahh yesterday after tuition i was walking
in heartland mall (:
suddenly someone slammed right at my back okay!
and guess who it was.
ESTEE WU JING YI : D
aiyoyoyoyo!
i was rushing for time so i cldnt stay with her
inside any longer.
my papa` mama were waiting marhs. (:
and yeahh went to orchard last night!
with my parents lahhh.
which is simply amazing cuz they dont like
the crowded atmosphere there.
went to the heeren for dinner yeapp (:
then after that my parents and sister went to OG.
so me and my brother stayed in heeren and went
exploring the whole place!
we went to the neoprint shop and i was rummaging
thru the photo books to show papa's pic to him!
hahahaha : D
in the end i cldnt find larhs.
it was as good as hai2di3lao1zhen1.
yeappp yeappp. : D
bahhh nothing interesting has happened!
i need to go to school for fun ya know.
but on the way coming back home from orchard,
i almost died laughing in the car.
laugh laugh laugh : D
my brother and sister damn funnny! :P
okayokay im talking crappp now.
shall sign off!
seeeeeyaaa! (:

2005-04-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

today's xilei's birthday! (:
so...
happy birthday my dearest mentor! (:
just wanna tell you that you rockk!
iloveyou foreverrr!
im keeping my coins in that box. (:

helloooo world (:
im so tired now.
and there's so much chinese hw to hand in tmrw! ):
great mannn! i cant open the chinese software.
and i cant search for the chinese word thing.
rahhhhhh i hate doing work!
pressurized. really very very pressurized.
arghhhhhs. ):
i don't feel like continuing with my studies anym.
bahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

anyway today had a really nice hugg from elaine and leonie. (:
it was really niceeeeeeee (:
ya know. i felt so good after that.
i almost cried after hugging leonie !
pressure pressure pressure.
this shows that friends are importatant.
my parents cant give me those sorta hugg , ya know.
haha : D
i felt like screaming throughout the whole day!
so tired mann!
woke up at 6 in the morning yesterday to go my uncle's hse.
slept at about 11 + .
woke up at about 5 today to do my geog work.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
tired tired tired.
i had one hour of sleep just now. (:
reallly shiokkk arhs.
the weather was perfect mann!
ooooohlalalaaaaa`
there's morning jog tmrw!
i think my bone's gonna crack halfway when jogging.
im getting old! >.<
shall go get some sleep soon!
done my homework (:
i feel amazing suddenly.
i managed to finish my homework!
WHOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
there's still tmrw to come.
3rd lang! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
die die die i dont wanna get back my papers.
i will probably fail for it larh thankewww.
i dont wanna see my french papers.
im gonna make sure i sleep throughout it!
then i wouldnt have to see my papers anymore!
rahhh im talking crapp again.
but nvm, im just tapping on the keyboard typing rubbish.
ohhhhyahhhh and i was practically screamingggg
simple plan's "shut up" tocday...
so hehehe to ameline`hoho` woong.
i know the glass almost cracked and your eardrums almost burst.
so next time sing with me yuppp.
then you wont be able to hear yourself.
whoooooohooooooo x)
perfect remedy for curing your ears. xD
shall continue screamingg tmrw!
it's relieving stress ya know.
okies gotta go now!
im going to catch some sleep and
hopefully i would have energy to last me the whole day.
must be super duper hyper!
whooooooohoooooooooo!
goodnight! (:

2005-03-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

hellllllloooooo! (:
today was a mad day.
after english went back with the 4 monitors!
aiiiyahhh im the oddd one out lahhh. -.-
then met may and racho on the way.
total maddness okayy!
i thinkk we made alot of noise in the bus.
wenshin was telling us her story.
it was so funny!! (:
she cheonged all the way to the front when the bus moved last time.
then there was this man who told his daughter :
"bu yao xiang na ge jie jie yi yang, gen bus yi qi zou"
ohhhhhhmannnn i almost died laughing!
it was ohohohohsofunny! (:
and ohh yahh me and may exchanged names harhs.
funny lahhhh.
she took my file and i took hers. :P
so muchhh crappp larhs! (:
then after everyone left,
there were only me and hoho. :D
damn funny okayy!
yesyes she's got a light bag.
ive got a not-as-light bag.
nvm, my bag is nutritious!! (:
both of us started laughing like siaoo!
ohhhmann i started laughing for no reason again!
first few times this year that ive managed that.
coool mann dudette (:
oh and got that tiao4 lou2 part.
sooooo funnnyyyy :D
ahhhhhhhh ive got a seriously nutt class!
and mindy mentioned about me and ameline plucking
the leaf off the tree last time when we were outside macs.
then i started laughing like siao again!
hahahahaha :DDD
ive got a seriously madd classs.
but funny as well so nvm! (:
anyway, we're changing our seats tmrw. ):
byeeeeeeeee leonie! )):
i'll miss our crapping sessions.
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
hehehe everytime im with leonie alot of rubbish come out
from my mouth and i dont know why .
i dont believe it myself that im that creative in crapping. -winks
hahahaha im that crappy .
ahhhhhh good or bad ? x)
anyway one of the nicest things about today.
after school cheong-ed to the staffroom with ameline to catch
up with miss jacob who has such fast walking speed!
went into the staffroom and hahaha x)
taaaaadaaaa! (:
SHE was there!
not miss jacob larhs.
someone elseeeee (:
someoneeee niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
okayokay whoever you thinkk that is. :P
totally rockkks yupppp.
oooooohlalalaaaaaaaaaaa~
im going offline soon.
tadaaas! :D

-

you make me wanna lalaaaaaaaaaa ; on the kitchen on the floooorrr

2005-03-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

hello! (:
ahhhh im currently under great pressure in school.
im dying of school work and pressure.
i dont want to study anymore.
i dont want to take tests anymore.
there's french CA1 next week.
and my teacher only told us yesterday.
someone please kill me, now.
im seriously going to flunkk the whole thing.
totally disappointed with myself.
im underperforming. ):
my studies are lagging and worst than last years.
pressure pressure pressure. ):
and french there's speech, book review,project,exam.
im suffocating.
i should quit 3rd lang.
ahhhh whateverrrr.
talk about nicer things!

anyway i felt like dying after english lesson.
dont know why ehhh.
was in a super bad mood and just felt like killing myself.
nononononono depression dont come and find me. :|
but anyway this person might not know who she is.
but she really cheered me up and soon after
i wasnt in a bad mood at all.
totally not at allll. (:
super hyper mannn :D
just wanna say thanks yupp?
to whoever you think you are. (:
you rockkk my life (:

and yeappp during recess!
played basketball and it was so fun!
ahhhh but then the basketball smashed right into my face.
totally cldnt see clearly.
arghhhhh. blurred vision. :but after that okay liao.
funnn mannn.
those other sec 2 girls we played with were really good mann ! (:
super pro-ed ehhh. (:
so many styles of shooting yupp.
totally cooooooooooool.
ahhh went back to class and i was having a really terrible stitch
in my stomach and was almost dying.
i mean, it was really killing me mann.
cldnt even walk properly.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
then ameline told me to stretch and touch my toes.
hahahha she read that from an enid blyton book. :D
funnny lahhh but it actually worked.
felt much better after that. (:
hahahah and she said i looked as red as a tomato.
aiyahhh i play until very hyped up what.
so my face turned reddd lahhh. :P -winks

after school went to cherylw's hse!
yesyes with rachel ho.
practically slacked there and did nothing much.
watched the jap anime with hoho while cherylw was
using the com and surfing the net.
ahhhh there were some porno scenes in the anime!
aiyahhh but it's kinda common lahh in anime. x)
muahahahahhahaha left at about 5.
me and racho were talking about something spooky in the lift.
suddenly i boo-ed and she screammed!
it was so funny but yet scary.
we didnt dare to go near each other after that.
so freakingggg okay!
once our voices become softer...
we're practically freakked out.
totally paranoidd after that!
ahhhhh i dont wanna talk abt scary things anymore!
anyway gotta go lalalalaland now (:
seeya! (:

2005-03-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE!! ((:
DEAREST BESTIE! ((:

2005-03-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

when oohlala is all you wanna say;

had cip at geylang - thong teck home today!
it was kinda okay i guess. (:
yes in the bus on the way there.
mindy and wenshin were sitting in front of me and angeline.
and we were arguing whose class was better last year
funny people mann. :P
and mindy was telling the ghost story ju-on2.
hahaha she was so funny okay!
there was this part when it would go bom bom bom and i totally freakked her out when i did that suddenly.
almost died laughing manns.
funny funny funny classmates i have (:
yupp when we reached there the atmoshphere
was rather stiff intially i suppose.
the old folks were rather quiet.
but then the performance came.
haha wenshin's group's cha cha cha was fun!
it was niceee. (:
haha cheerleading was nice too yeapps (:
their shirts were colourful yupps.
niceee to watch -muahahahaha-
anyway the old folks there are so poor things. ):
some of them were cryinggg.
ahhhh horrible sight.
their stupid children who dont wanna take care of them.
curse them and screww them up!
reminds me of last year.
there was this old auntie i fed and after that she cried. ):
really sadd and disheartening.
ahhhh diseases and illnesses in life.
why like that? alamak
i dont like this things. eaygh.
anyway may,ameline and me tried feeding this old auntie.
she was nice yupps.
may's very pro at feeding. (: -winks
ameline's got a good heart yeapps. (: -winks
yupps yupps nicee people.
seriously i frown whenever i see people
showing their disdain for old folks.
these people are horrible and disgusting.
i cant stand them at all.
not at all. -.-
in all, cip was nice today yeapps.
saw the soft side of many people in class. (:
treating them with passion.
niceeee (:
okayokay i seriously feel im talking too much.
off to some thinking now.
bye! (:

-

//waited all my life ; to cross this line

2005-03-20T15:56:00.000+08:00

due to popular demand by ameline,
i'll come back and blogg often! (:
hahahaha im so egoistic.
rahhhh im still freaked out.
blogging's like talking to oneself.
'hey im so egoisticc ya know'.
freakinggg! kkaes whateverr.
anyway today's pretty boring.
went to heartland mall just now.
there's this amore bodyfitness shop at the ground level.
haha AMOREEEEEEEEE. competition on seeing who could drag the longest!
i can do it! AMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEE. funkaeeee~
hadd kfc for lunch.
and this is the first time ive ever really enjoyed kfc.
practically laughing throughout the whole meal because
of my father's joke. (: funny lahhh.

ahhh tmrw's the start of term 2!
so fast liaooo!
one week of holidays gone foreverr.
byebye holidays. ):
it's going to be hectic.
real hectic.
im going to study hard.
and i mean real hard.
i hope i can do it.
i want to work hard for good results!!
i can do it! x)
rahhhhh see first, lah.
so many things in my life.
and it's moving on real fast.
i need a rest! ):

anyway, tmrw's elaine's birthday!
hmmmm actually met up with xilei alrd.
so howw? :/
maybe i'll go with xilei another day.
kkaes im talking to myself again.
told you, marhs.
anyway happy birthday elaine in advance!
besties foreverr and ilovemybestieloads! (:

-

im a little peacock;
short and stout. (:

2005-03-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

heyyy people!
im finally back.
yeappps after the long breakdown of my computer.
ive been seriously deprived of the comp.
thankfully, my typing skills are back. : D
ahhhh im so lazy to do all the linkks.
so many to do and i havent really got much time.
bahhhhhhh. many things to catch up on the net.
like browsing throught the rockkerr's blogg.
yeahhh yeahhh yeahhhh -
im talking to ziqin the great on msn now.
and she's asking me back for testis.
rahhhh whateverrr.
i cant even get into friendster now.
what luck mannn.
i dont care!
many things for me to do!
hehehehehe i'll make sure she reads this.
kkaes she just went offline!
hey i suddenly realised that typing on blogs
is as good as talking to yourself huh.
'hey weiling, how are you?'
okay ive seriously gone nutts.
anyway school's reopening soon.
ahhhhh i dont want that to happen.
stress is going to come after me away.
stealing my peacefulness away.
see lah, i told you.
blog entry is like talking to yourself.
ive done enough talking.
i feel like a bumm.
whateverr bumm is.
it came into my head.
seeya! (:

2005-03-06T12:32:00.000+08:00

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let youknow of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call. At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your phone because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someoneis just a friend", but you realize that you cannot avoid that person's special attraction.At that moment, you are in love.

i havent got on the com for weeks. all because of my stupid damn computer. elaine if youre reading this. im sorry i havent really talked much to you recently. this excerpt from our combined blog is really true. but as in love for friend yupp. im in love (:

i want my stupid computer to quickly become okay lah! stupid stupid stupid. ):

2005-02-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

hullos weiling!!! how come u so lazy dun wanna blog??c lah i so hao3 xin1 help u, or else yur posts like dead like tht...hahas...*ahem*

cny that time,weiling also had to perform the cldds thing, the kuai4 ban3, and so we skipped mass and went to forum there to assemble, and stayed there until it was our turn.:( so boring lor!! so then we were just like sitting there with nothing to do and then both of us started crapping(<--term used by weiling, this is pirated):p and then we both couldn't go for a full 5 mins without laughing, (i timed) and cordelia kept calling us xiao pple while doodling in weiling's diary with markers, and marked birthdaes with BIG CAPITAL LETTERS, so weiling wld't 4get. like i sorta pity her now cuz she no space to write her hw.:) orhor!!! naughty cordelia!!:p

and so weiling brought out her digicam and proceeded to unsuccessfully try to take pics of yours truly but failed miserably cuz i wouldn't have it. hahaz weiling!!!:)

i dunno why but when weiling and i look at each other straight in the eye, we'll laugh. it's a strange and unexplainable phenomenom. we burst into fits of giggles like dunno wad like that and the worst thing is that no 1 noes wad's so funny. so strange right? if there's anybody aspiring to be a pychiatrist nxt time, please try to diagnose this case!! :)

but then very fast was our turn to perform liao, so all of us ran out and stood in our positions but then we had to wait so long for the mike and we were getting impatient, and were shuffling about. the performance was not bad lah...but then we trained so much u noe!!! i now quite sick of listening to the ting liao...:( bleah...

but then we were released after that and saw e modern dance. so comical lor!, they way they shake their bonbons. it's like they're not super excellent lah, but then they niu3 lai2 niu3 qu4 like supersuper funny and i was like trying to stifle my laughter. okays. cannot be so horrible to them. must calm down....xi1.........hu1...........xi1..........hu1...........*ahhhs*

ahhas. that's all i wanna blogg...:) but then hor weilings, u beta go and blog more hor!!!! your posts are decomposing....:)

2005-01-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

okay im finally back to blogg after some time (:
yupps things have been going on well yupp! ((:
yupp cant say muchh about today.
all i can say is that :
today was a great day ((:
this week totally rockked yeahh.
recess with cherylw and estee rockks mann.
laugh until can die wan lah. (:
im enjoying this .
yays (:
the laughing me is finally back.
i'll be right on! :D
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH : DD

2005-01-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

weiling is one lazy pig who does not blog ! so i shall help her then. SAY I AM NICE :D.

MY mission, YOUR mission. we cant do it ! take care :)

ps. i think your password is cute

love, guess who ?

2005-01-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

booo! (:
im bored now!
there's school tmrw.
haiiyah. i wanna sleep more in the morning.
and i dont wanna go school.
pressure pressure pressure.
homework homework homework.
problems problems problems.
RAHHHHH!!! ))):

2005-01-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

this is my 3rd post in the day.

see i told you im really bored.

and i havent really been studying.

im just slacking my day today.

haha crapp.

im bored!

and yes watched tv throughout the day.

haha yupps went out today.

and we bought a new table-tennis net!

going down to play table-tennis

tmrw morning. ahh that sounds nice,

and elaineleft me alone online

for her bed !

she wants to sleep. ):

hope i can go out with my cousins next friday!

yes to go to the kbox.

ahhh that sounds really great.

if not we'll go out and take neos! ((:

okay enough.

byebye!

2005-01-15T15:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO! (:
im reading the magazine
and it's damn funny larhs!
a man charged in court for
using his phone when driving and
his excuse is that he's using the phone
antennae to dig his ear!
hahaahaha oh manns it sounds so stupid.
and the judge dint accept it!
haha gongg.
im off to reading more jokes now!
hahahaha bought a new book
and i just love it manns. ((:
tatas!

2005-01-15T14:44:00.000+08:00

BLAH BLAH! (:
i'm finally back to blogg after weeks.
yes my blog's dead.
the gbk's dead.
but phew, im not dead AS YET.
this is going to be a kinda long one.
so DONT READ THIS.

school's officially re-opened.
and yes i mean the homework stuffs.
how nice is it to have a pressurizing chi tchr?
i mean like phwoarrr when she talks the
whole class becomes quiet.
everyone is so freakked out by her okay.
and everyone does her homework with much effort.
why?
she's a freakinggly strict teacher.
okay maybe not exactly but she's scary.
HURRRR.

and yupps im starting to feel the pressure of sec 2.
esp. when you see your classmates' work.
oh my god like that larhs.
everyone's work is like manns
peer pressure that is.
yupps this is the first time ever in my life
i've ever really loved weekends.

and french lesson's horrid.
the tchr babbles on and on in french
and sometimes we dont know what
exactly he's talking about.
HEMMM OKAY.
but at least before every lesson
me and ziqin crapp alot.
talking about everything under the sun.
talking about heart-wrenching things.
talking about many things.
it helps alot you know.
especially when im horribly CONFUSED.
someone kill me please.
i feel like dying.
im suffocated.
im thinking.
thinking real hard.
what jeekok said during history is true.
i almost cried listening to him.
being a teenager sucks.
breaking down is just so common.

this is so irritating.
i just hate school now.
other than studies.
there are personal reasons.
i just feel like smacking myself.
pressure pressure pressure in school.
peer pressure.
friendship pressure.
seperation from best friends pressure.
i miss my mentor. )):
i miss my SUNSHINE. )):
i miss those times. )):
oh please.
and school's so hectic i dont get time
to write letters.
yeah right.
im depressed.
im just horrified.
breaking down doesnt help.
does it?
but it's better than bottling it all up.
i wish everything would be just like before.
the wall's building up.
i feel weird around.
kill me now , please.

2005-01-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JASLENE PANG!! (:

2005-01-02T10:03:00.000+08:00

this blogg's getting rotten.
urghs just like me haha.
im getting so stressed up.
and frustrated because of susie
whoever that is. someone elaine knows.
school's reopening and i gotta face up to it.
mean old horrible pigg stupid susie.
im so stressed up i grew
3 strands of white hair because of her.
and i woke up in the night last night.
i almost dreamt of her strangling me last night.
hurrr im so mixed up.
im eager to go back to school.
but yet the susie part pulls everything down.
screww her up larhs. ):
im stressed up!!!!!
but anyway
to look on the brighter side is that
ive completed most of my homework. :D
only left chinese.
and the ~~damn~~ pictorial representation for english.
anyway seems like everyone's getting new year resolutions.
ive got lots of them but i doubt i would fulfil them.
anyway here goes:
[x] more responsible in future
[x] clean my room everyday
[x] do more revision on homework
[x] more exercise!!
[x] do my homework properly
[x] get more serious at stuffs
[x] get rid of the ~~damn~~moodswings.
[x] be a nicer person!! -.-'''
[x] have better time management
[x] get rid of depression!
[x] make my mum a nicer person!
[x] wake up on time in the morning
[x] make the best out of everything
[x] treat my brother better!! :D
[x] update the idols blogg more often.
[x] fulfil my resolutions!

okay im done.
seems like alot right?
hurrr.
im off to rot now.

2005-01-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

happy new year!! ((:
have a great year ahead
and all of you all new year resolutions come true!
work hard okay! :)

om

2004-12-30T21:01:00.000+08:00

hello! (:

anyway reader's digest featured avril lavigne this month. haha her personality's great okay! haha yupps the typical type of teenager... any teenager without problems is a freakk. yupps her songs are inspired by her own thinking... oh wells what can i say? i specifically love this sort of songs. hmmm inspirational yarhs! haha okay she dropped out of school but everyone's way of dealing with problems are different. her personality's great okay. not exactly great well but no one's perfect.

DAMN YOU LAH.
YOU TOTALLY SCREWW ME UP.

im sickk liao okay. sick of everything. i wish i could put an end to all this rubbish and crapp and horrid things. aiiyah wadeverr lah. like who cares anyway too. im not gonna get affected lah okay.

mixing around with people who arent that positve causes me to become negative too. that's what elaine's book said. no wonder i mix around with people like her. cheerful and optimistic!

okay no one's ever going to screww me up. a totally new year , new friends, new hangouts but yeahhs but all time pals will always be with me too.

elaine's not in the same class as me.
samantha's not in the same class as me.
chua xilei's not in the same class as me.

where have all my mentors gone? oh godd. we'll continue writing letters though. please make sure i reply and they do reply also okay. im going to break down if they dont. okayy i must get more optimistic.

hurr wadeverr im getting boredd.
and my chinese and english's pictorial representation is still left undone. im so diligent yarhs. fancy me getting into diligence when i arent diligent at all.

okay ive said my piece.
off to some self-thinking now.

2004-12-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm today was rather great yeahhs.
woke up late in the morning and was trying to complete my homework before meeting elaine at amk central. managed to complete only some. ): ive still got a hell lot okay! hurrrr.

anyway then met elaine at amk central.
walked and walked to buy her blouse. (:
then met xiaowei at long house for lunch b4 cip!

ohwells cip was slackk.
we were practically sitting there doing nothing okay. and yupps we earned our cip hours by talking non-stop. louisa was listening to her discman. linggs and wei were talking. lingling and laine were talking. greatt manns. and then that mr singh was so gongg okay. he circled the wrong number and he was circling the one which said he strongly disagreed with out punctuality, performance and stuffs. haha okay we were laughing like crazy larhs. then he changed it back. (: hahahaha.

getting out forms done we went back! elaine wanted to go home. ): so linggs`lou`weiwei`me went j8. hmmm it was okay larhs. took neos (: so spas okay.

school's reopening soon already. and i havent gotten my ~~damn~~ homework done. arghs. going to school tmrw! a new class and a new year. (: / ): ??

2004-12-28T14:14:00.000+08:00

im in 2 dilligence 2005.
congratulate me okay.
im going to die.
the worst has came.
congratulate me.

2004-12-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

>you decide your own happiness

blehh.
im currently so freakingg hell bored.
give me something to do quick!
trying hard desperately to finish my homework.
because the maths has got me head over heels in confusion.
grumph. and the stupidd chinese.
so muchh to do larhs.
this teachers are sadists.
holidays are meant to be enjoyed,
you know? no they dont know.
fine , that was redundant.
okay but i admit i like one of the chi books.
"bie kou cuo di yi ke kou zi".
damn interesting and nice to read larhs.
at least to me. :)
i wonder what class im going to be next year.
and what "limmie" is going to do to me.
-stares at elaine-
i want school to reopen.
yet i dont want it to reopen.
haha okayy im crazy.
im going to see what i can do now!
this is getting real boring.
okay byebye!

2004-12-26T17:19:00.000+08:00

>it doesnt feel right at all ;

something just isnt right
i can feel it inside
the truth isnt far behind me
you cant deny

when i turn the lights out
when i close my eyes
reality overcomes me
im living a lie

when im alone
i , feel so much better.
when im around you
i dont feel...

together it doesnt feel right at all
together together we've built a wall
together holding hands we'll fall
hands we'll fall...

i dont care if xxxxxxx knows.
i dont care if xxxxxxx cares about it.
i dont care if i care about it.
im sickk of it.
let me off ; freakk.
just cant help thinkingg about it.
hate yet im indecisive.
let me off ; hurrrr.

2004-12-25T10:59:00.000+08:00

awww shucks.
im feeling so bored on a christmas day.
im supposed to be partying the whole day but haiyo!
what am i doing now huh?
helped my dad washed his car in the morning.
now im sitting here rotting with nothing else to do.
i hope to go out for lunch.
then i can at least get outtta the house
for some christmas spirit! :))
yays! haha i hope so lah hor.
bought prezzies for my friends but havent
given them yet leh.
school's reopening real soon and i
cant ever seem to get all my homework done.
oh please,
get it done quick.
going over to my grandma's hse ltr!
im the eldest there okay.
im gonna bully my cousins!
muahahahahahahaha.
santa claus is coming to town ;

2004-12-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS 2004!
this is the best christmas ive ever had in my life! :))))))

2004-12-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give me more huggies please! :)
get your own huggies now!

2004-12-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

hello! ((:
im at amk library now.
finally found my set in china novel.
and it's another book frm pearl buck.
hmmm her books are all set in china.
went to school to get my book from guaa just now!
saw linggs on the bus.
dint manage to get my p.e attire.
now gotta wait till sch reopen. hurrr.
hmmm anw
HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO ALL!
i hope my life gets better. hmmm.
byebye!

zhong guo rockks!

2004-12-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

zhong guo rockks!

it's not that i love zhong guo alot. ((:
it's just it. haha.

anyway ive got myself a new crush!
and her name is "french fries".
she's so nicee okay!
not exactly nice but hmmmm.
i shant say more. ((:

and yeahh!
elaine, linggs and my mission!
[x] find an ulu neoprint machine!
[x] find out if ___ is a ___!
[x] find a new crush for me!

[x] ulu neoprint machine completed
[x] find a new crush for me completed

ahahahahahahahahaha. im feeling super hyper now.
i hope my mum allows me to go out on the 31st.
pretty please?!

2004-12-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

+when the rain has gone ;
+the sun shines to greet ;

this is the first time in my hols im happy with my plans.
[x]meeting guaa to do homework together:)
[x]doing posters and banners in school
[x]meeting elaine for lunch and mission after that :)
[x]601 03' class party :))
[x]finally taking neos with limjie and michelle

but im sick of homework though. arghs. still got so much maths and my history and my chinese. thinggs get so irritating. school's reopening real soon. im optimistic and pessimistic about it though. -stares at elaine- hmmm. i havent finished my homework! and im having trouble with my history homework. arghs. dint attend the lessons. and now im so utterly confused and desperate for someone to clear my thoughts. guaa to the rescue! :)) haha lol. i cant wait to finish my homework! then i'll mourn the last few days of hols. im gonna face hell when i return to school. that unreasonable woman. hurrrr .

anyway 601 christmas partayy! i havent attented the past ones. im gonna make sure i take neos with limjie this time. haha. :))

and yupps! im not through writing my christmas cards. still got so many to write! kkaes byebye!

im off to blog the idols blogg. due to elaine's constant pressure and me. x)

2004-12-18T15:45:00.000+08:00

arghs.
elainee if you are ever reading this i seriously need to talk to you now.
im feeling horrible.
school's reopening real soon.
i wonder if i should be happy anot.
only elaine knows. :))

i just found this great book to read.
im gonna leave all my other books.
whoever cares. im gonna put my heart into this book.
taste berries for teens
every teenager should read this.
because people who feel depressed or sucky should read this.
it is something like a guide when you know you are sucky
but try to make yourself feel not sucky about it.
deniance. but who cares?
it's totally true yeahhs.
finding your real self.
no one ever knows who they are.
so please,
if anyone says they know what kind of person
they are please close this window and stop reading this now.
the paintbrush
everyone has a paintbrush my dear.
because whoever i am now isnt the real me.
that book managed to knock some sense into me.
i wont care how people thinkk about me.
it's hard work trying to use that damn paintbrush
trying to paint this coat of paint over yourself
being someone else just because you wanna please people.
oh wells. get a life.
i am me
it doesnt mean people be who they want and be this
bimbotic stuckk up peacock without any friends.
but it gets tiring. ya know
i sound crude.
but im just ranting.
i dont know why im angry.
but i just dont feel good.
slamming the keyboard and venting my anger. yeahhs
i wonder what the hell ive been doing this year.
i havent seemed to gain anything.
just lost some of my precious primary school friends.
uh huh

this guilt trip that you put me on,
wont mess me up,
ive done no wrong,
all the thoughts of
you and me have gone
awayyyyy yeahhhhhhhh.
rahhhs.
life practically sucks.
my life's tearing apart.
welcome to my life +`
a famous song among teenagers yarhs.
but some people dont realise what they are listening to.
the lyrics are meaningful you see.

do you ever feel like breaking down?
so what if i do.
im not gonna give up on myself nono.
even if the whole world gives up on me.
im trying to get a life.

im a freakkk.
hurrr.

2004-12-15T08:55:00.000+08:00

heyhey! :)
anyway yesterday was great! went to linggs' hse at 10 plus. her mum was home haha. so we started with doing the good earth haiyoyo. so tough larhs. if i dont do it with someone i bet me myself would never have the patience to do the thing. cuz it took us so longg to do it. hurr. that pathetic 10 questions took us 2 hrs. great huh? and the vocab thingy. we were so desperate and started using those simple words we know. -.-

went to thomson plaza for lunch with her! hmmmm havent had a gd talk with her for long. so there we were. a long good talk over lunch. not really long, but to me it is. (: hehes linggs said she was kaypoh. because she obviously know all abt gossips in class. haha. im kaypoh too. i wanna know. haha. :/

then we walked back to her hse! was trying to open my stupid umbrella cuz it was raining. then there was this two man who suddenly came over and started talking abt lee kuan yew!! all the rubbish abt he looks like he came frm old age home and saying he's got no power anymore. kkaes linggs said she was laughing. i cldnt really hear so i was pretty blur. hurr. and linggs thinkks it's frm gotcha! so we went back there and started looking for hidden cams on the trees and drains. haha real hilarious manns.

went back to her hse and sat the swing! haha total fun manns. and the swimming pool looks so nice larhs. my mum dint allow me to go swimming because she thought it wasnt safe. hmph. i can swim larhs hello? as if the ban frm swimming on sunday wasnt enough. ):

then we did the good earth again. tried to find the 5 things. haiish. it took so long! maybe we shld have put an axe inside. -.- but anyway we still got the red beard and rice. :))

hmmm later going to sch ! then im meeting elaine before cip to hang out for a while! lalala. tatas!

2004-12-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

hello! :))
a new skin!!
a new blog!!

anyway today was greatt!
went to sch in the morning to do the cca board. chooting charissa and schzen went! ahhs it was so funn!!
we made calls to their friends! hmmm and found out what kind of things they do. hilarious manns.
i must say this seniors are really nice. and great fun they are! sec 3 liaox still can be so childish and fun.
not lame sia. fun heehee. and this guy called lex. because of that stupid santa claus
song now he's bugging me like crazy. haiyoyo. chooting and charissa's name change liaox hor. mine also
gotta change liaox. alamak. this is so horrid. im getting bugged by this stupid geek the whole day.
and he's damn irritating. 17 years old? hello im 13. thanks alot. get lost freakk!!

anw im going linggs' hse to do our homework tomorrow! my mum doesnt allow me to swim.
so we cant swim. awwwww. screw her up!! i need a hammer please! thanks! :) kkaes im normal. :)
scooting off now! that stupid guy's still talking to me. -goink-